Had my first real fall last night. I was standing at the kitchen counter fixing toast, next thing I knew, I was on the floor with my dog. Don't know what happened, it happened so suddenly. I wasn't feeling lightheaded or anything, just one second I was standing up, the next second, I was on the floor. I've lost my balance before, getting up from the couch, but never counted it as a real fall because I just fell back onto the couch. Never gone from standing to sitting like that before. SIGH. Now I'm worried about standing up at work. Am I going to fall down there too? Are people going to laugh at me? What if I hit my head or hurt myself?
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