Hello everyone. I was just wondering if people sometimes feel as though their life revolves around MS. I mean, before I had this disease, I would enjoy spending time with friends and even doing school work. But now, all I want to do is research about different things I can do, different things that people feel with the disease, and I don't want to do the things I used to love doing before. I don't know, I feel like MS has taken the joy out of my life, I had to change all of my goals in life because I do not want the unneeded stress of things being too difficult. I always look at other people and feel that they are lucky for not having anything, and quickly remember the days when I was "normal." I know this sounds bad, but, I guess I just had to vent. How do you get around your MS? I mean, I do listen to music and try to de-stress myself, but, I keep doing the same things that make me stress about this stupid disability. I don't know, I guess because I am only 20 years old, I feel like my life ended, like this is some game that I want to stop playing, but I can't because I am somehow trapped. HELP!!!!
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