This might be a little long... I have had some bad symptoms since 2005. the past 4 months I have lost memory, peripheral hallucinations, eye pain, loss of eye sight in R eye on 2 seperate occasions and loss of seeing color in R eye... The list really goes on. I am feeling pretty lost right now. I have been to doc after doc, 2 have believed me others tell me to start "dealing with my life and they don't see anything wrong with me" (even though they didn't discuss my symptoms)... saw psychologist I am of sound emotional and mental health. I have seen a neuro last year and returned again 2 days ago, she believes that there is something wrong. THANK YOU!!! I am trying to convince myself that I can remember things, I try to go over my life events over and over and over, but there are things I just CAN NOT remember. There are grey areas in my memory. I put ice cream in the fridge. I stop in mid sentence because I forget what I am talking about. I am not obsessing over this, but I am starting to feel more and more fear when I recognize that it is happening more often. I see an object, a word in my mind it is right freakin' there screaming at me and I can't SAY the word, my mouth just does not move. Doc's through the past year have suggested auto immune (lupus). My neuro is leaning towards ms due to my latest symptoms of cognitive, tremors, eye issues, ect... (opthamologist exam was perfect)... I am more concerned about my brain... what is anyone elses experience with this, does your memory return? I don't understand what is happening to me, I want to take steps forward in finding my own resolve. Thank you for listening, Jenny
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