I am trying to feel better. I finally am able to go to a doctor now but am treated like im crazy or making things up. I recently found out that many people in my family have or did have MS so I'm going to get a MRI on Friday. Several years ago I was diagnosed with bipolar, but have not taken meds as I have felt good and I didnt really believe a doctor/phsyc. could tell me after a 5 minute discussion that I have some disorder,forgive me for not believing in doctors... So, i've had my bouts with depression as i have most of my life, but as the years go by I have sooooo many other troubles that I had as a teeneger and have came and went and are now more often and with so much more severety. I have had my galbladder removed, I have thyroid disorder, and have spent the past 2 years not doing much and spending more than half my time in bed from my back, skin, body hurting so bad and being so stiff, and getting headaches & migranes so often. I don't feel like a person most of the time. My mind has been going so badly in the last few months Im worried I may not be able to do any thing any more! I forget to pay bills, I misplace everything, I forget what im doing or should be doing so I do nothing, I feel like I have lost it! So i'm reading up and seeing everything I have going on here...so now Im wondering if these 2 issues are related, could I have both of these things? Or am I just going crazy and there's really nothing else wrong with me just my thyroid like my new doctor seems to think while she looks right through me? I have to get a handle on this somehow I can't take care of my family like this. Did anyone else ever feel tis way? Any suggestions, input, advise? Thanks
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