I don't want to think about not being able to be out in the heat. I would go crazy if I had to stay in, but the heat takes it toll on me I just fight it. I love the outdoors its my serenity, surfing golfing,biking, or just walking down by the water. Reality is starting to set in though I played golf yesterday and last night and today I feel horrible, i'm at work and ever chance I get i'm running to my office to sit and relax or get in a power nap. What I struggle with is on my days off I say that I will just relax and come that day I end up doing something because I tell myself better do it now while you still can or better work on your day off because I need to make the money while I can. I refuse to let ms run my life but the more I think about it i'm letting it. I'm soooooo scared to what will happen if I can't be outside I'm getting depressed just thinking about it anyone going through this or have gone through this and give advice
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