i guess im having a bad one today-how thw hell can you stay positive with this disease???all the pain killers in the world could not have helped today and my legs were so weak and useless i felt like i couldnt take another step.i was at work felt like bawling.if i cant work i cant live cant pay for my house!!!!!!!!is this ever going to improve???havent been walking good for like a year and real bad since maybe nov.it just sucks every day is a struggle.not to hit any sore spots with anyone but whats up with all the praying???dont you get angry there too???he let you end up like this and hes not going to cure you??sorry not ever been very religous and cant seem to find faith now-sorry to come off so miserable but hey i am-tonja
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