Hi, I wrote about pain and how I could not stand it. I was terrible and I apologize. I started blaming God and hating everything. But it really made me realize what pain can do to you. It makes you soooo angry and hateful. Now I understand when my dad had cancer and was in pain he was very gruchy, nasty person. But I understand the pain was terrible. Does anyone else go through this? Does the pain make you go crazy?