I have been away from this site for a while and here is why. Denial has been kicking my butt! How do you deal with Denial? How do you get her/him on board with your healing journey? She is so sure all this stuff is not real. I am punished everytime I entertain the idea of DID and the alledge abuse I may have suffered. I keep losing control during prayer sessions with my prayer minister and then I'm flooded with guilt about having lied and faked everything. How do I get Denial (if she exsists) to realize I'm trying to help not hurt her. How do I get her on board? And not to offend but most of you sound like you dont suffer denial. Did you and now you dont or what? You sound so together like you beleive your memories and the alters and all. Im really lost here and looking for help please dont beat my up.
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