
Multiple Personalities Support Group
Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...

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Hello Everyone,
some of you have read my current situation, basically I am uncovering a big trauma from my childhood that Strong has held all this time.
Through my dreams, I have seen that 4-5 older teen boys attacked me and told me it was just a game and that I was not hurt. My dream shows these boys shooting me in the back with paintball guns, so I am not sure yet exactly what that represents, but I know what Freud would say.
I do not feel anything about it yet, but Strong told me she'd show me what happened before I was able to feel the feelings. I have intellectualized this event, but it's still a step forward.
I am grateful that I am finally finding out why I have had a wasteland of a life filled with drugs, booze, violence, abuse, and tremendous suffering.
Thanks to everyone here for their support-everyone is great, and without you guys, I would not have found my therapist and would not be where I am now in my healing.
Thanks!!
some of you have read my current situation, basically I am uncovering a big trauma from my childhood that Strong has held all this time.
Through my dreams, I have seen that 4-5 older teen boys attacked me and told me it was just a game and that I was not hurt. My dream shows these boys shooting me in the back with paintball guns, so I am not sure yet exactly what that represents, but I know what Freud would say.
I do not feel anything about it yet, but Strong told me she'd show me what happened before I was able to feel the feelings. I have intellectualized this event, but it's still a step forward.
I am grateful that I am finally finding out why I have had a wasteland of a life filled with drugs, booze, violence, abuse, and tremendous suffering.
Thanks to everyone here for their support-everyone is great, and without you guys, I would not have found my therapist and would not be where I am now in my healing.
Thanks!!
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