I'm finding this more than just a little disturbing (there are more details and background than I care to share) but anyway, I am typically, most of the time co-con. There is no real black time anymore. In fact, lately, I've felt here and only seen signs of one other. I had a disturbing weekend though and I "woke" so to speak, with a man in my bedroom. I have NEVER had this happen (maybe it's luck, maybe it's character, whatever it is, I've lost it all now) I feel so bad. I feel dirty and horrible. I also feel curious. I feel very messed up. Have you ever?
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