ok not sure how to describe this one but i am still seeing my current pdoc but move to another one in sept at least for an assessment appt - i have worked with the new doctor before as he is my current pdocs colleague that fills in when he is away - anyway here is the dilemma - firstly i am not sure what my pdoc told the other dr about my moving to a new dr - i feel it just might be that i feel i need to move out of my comfort zone etc etc ... anyway the other thing is now that i have expressed my feelings to my dr i feel lost like i dont have anyone to discuss with about teh way i feel about leavign my current pdoc - i just think i should discuss with him what is going on how i feel really sad after each appt etc but then i go home and remember something humourous about the appt which cheers me up till i realize i eventually wont have those private jokes etc with my pdoc once i move on to the knew one - how do i process these feelings - i feel so alone with them i dont know what to do - last night i had a dream he gave me a parting gift - i saw what the gift was but never got to read the letter with it before i woke up - i hate having to live with these secret feelings and not work through them i dont know who to discuss them with as i feel it will be very uncomfortable for me adn my doctor if i brought them up ...any suggestions anyone thanks jd :-)
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