I was diagnosed with DID a while ago but have avoided dealing with it. I was in residential treatment for my eating disorder when I got the diagnosis. I have just started in trauma therapy now that the eating disorder is stable. My therapist interacted with one of my alters for the first time. I absolutely freaked me out. That is not an accurate description of how I feel but it was unnerving. I don't know that I can go back for more therapy. My husband and friend both say they have interacted with the same alter but I have no memory of that. This time I was observing the conversation from a distance. Do others feel almost violated as people you know or care about you interact with an alter for the first time?
Is it wrong for me to want friends that I dont have to hide from? I sick of hiding my true self. I'm sick of acting like Kaylee around everyone . I'm sick of being a secret. Is it wrong for me to want that?
Sup guys I’m Brenda I’m 15. I’m out to give S a break. She had a really hard T Appt. We was raped in January & hav had horrific flashbacks. S did ALOT of flashback work this evenin. She never talked out loud bout it till now. T said that talkin about it what happened would lessen its power it would get the flashes out of our head & give the memories to her so we can let it all go. So S did...