I am so sick and tired of being me. When things are bad, loud in my head it's everything I can do just to survive. When things are calm, I look around at my life. I see no way to make it better, no way to be better, to get better. Then suicide looks less horrific. It starts to make perfect sense. There's a comedian, Titus, can't remember his 1st name. His mom killed herself after seeing the damage ahe had caused for so many years. I sssooooo relate. What do you do when suicide seems like the right choice?
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