i cant take remembering all of this :( i cant i thought that i wanted to know, that that empiness of my childhood, the lost time, was something i needed to know, and it drove me crazy not knowing.... i want to go back to when i dont remember :'( i dont want to remember....i dont want to know. i know some now....but im scare cos there is still so much time left that is blank and now im terrified to know what took place in the time..... what do i do? i dont want to remember anymore!
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