For the longest time I thought that my goal should be integration. I felt like a failure for only getting so far in that. I feel like a fuck up in general for being mental, for ADMITTING my mental illness. But meeting others who say that they have no intention of integrating, that it isn't the be all and end all. Well, it just warms my heart. I'm ok doing this the way that feels right for me. I've hated Rebel for such a long time. Accepting her has lifted a burden from my heart. Thank you so much everyone for your views, for your advice, for YOUR acceptance.....
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