I had my second session with that new therapist and it isn't going to work. I've been switching like crazy for the past couple of weeks and even sitting in her office I thought I'd been in there for about 20 minutes when she indicated that the time was up. If my "little's" or alters don't want me to be there then I'm not going to fight it. I've always had the motto "all for one and one for all" I am determined to heal together giving and receiving advice from whomever wants to speak up. Negotiation and compromises are needed but obviously several parts don't want to see her again so I'm canceling my next appointment. She doesn't have a clue how to proceed with DID anyway. I've been really distressed and it's frustrating because if that part(s) would just let me know what is going on I would drop whatever I'm doing and listen to them and love them but they don't or if they do I'm so exhausted and irritated from hearing noise in my head all day that I don't pick up on the cue. All I know right now is that I just slept about 20 hours in an attempt to sleep it off. I know it doesn't work in the long run but sometimes I just need the break.
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