wow i worked so hard preparing myself for my appt tomorrow - analysing and re-analysing my feelings regarding changing therapists and just when i got it together and over the anxiety of knowing i have to deal with some emotions with my dr - i get a late phone call today - family emergency - no doctor he will call later in the week to set an appt for next week - i feel like sitting down and crying - disappointed i wont get to see him - worried that one of his kids or his wife or parents are ill - and i know its not my right to know what is happening - so feeling left out and rejected i am sure he will fill me in when he gets back but this is the first time somethign like this has occurred in my relationsip with my dr - so very mixed feelings - sadness loss lonliness rejection pain ... i know some not rational but who ever said a good working relationsip with a long term therapist was rational ... anyway its taken the wind out of my sails when i was having a good day .... kids have sport so dont even have time to sit down and think about what i am feeling and why ....
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