I have been living at his house for almost 5 years now, and especially since the beginning of this year, he has been getting really yancy for me to leave; I think because he can't stand the idea of me leaving when I am ready. He is such a control freak, he wants to be the one who says when I go. Beat me to the punch. Anyway, he is somewhat aware of one or two of my others, especially one of the little girls. he has always been kind to her, so she comes out especially when he's upset, because then it's safe to be around him. But lately, he's even been a snit to her. That scares me. Please keep us all in your prayers and positive thoughts, cause leaving here isn't going to be easy. My new SSD hearing is on the 25th of this month. If he would just hold on till I get some $$, it would be so much easier for me, but something tells me, it ain't gonna go down that easy, and I have a big problem keeping my damn mouth shut about things....I feel like I'm lying, and it's hard not to tell him stuff, even if I don't want to.
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