It is so frutrating that we are an adult and still feel like a child in so many ways. The way a person sits cxan make us very frightened. Why? A noise can make us jump and scream like a child. Some days we cannot get things done that we need to do. We are not talking about when the child alters are out. We are talking about some adult parts and it gets embarrassing. It is so hard going through life not knowing what little innocuous thing will set you off next. Sometimes we can laugh at ourselves but more often it frustrates us. There are so many secrets we have yet to know and understand. We wonder if we will ever find peace. WE just want all the answers now. We want our T to be able to read our mind and tell us why we are the way we are. We want to be free of our inner demons and fears. We want to be "normal" whatever that is. Thanks for listening.
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