For most of our lives people depended on us. We were active in many organizations, usually in a director type role. Then one day we fell apart and have not been active in these things in years. Now a days when someone needs to depend on us it becomes overwhelming and extremely stressful. We do not want anyone to depend on us. We want to run from all responsibility. Once we thrived on stress now it kills us. There are times when we wantg to lock ourselves away from the world. Never leave our home. But that is not possible and sometimes that makes us very sad and angry as well. So far there have been three stages to our life: abuse and splitting, denial and functioning, and discovery and chaos.
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