Integration must be done by the alter herself it must be what she wants and needs. The rest of us may miss the friend we had but it is not our say. Riley walked down that long hallway and thru the door today. All the rest i thought were gone are now back and have bade farewell to the one who affected us all so strongly. They hid so we could work on Riley alone. We all loved her, she was a wonderful person who held some of the many horrors this body had suffered. She had a tough time trusting others that were not inside with her but finnally she did. It took her so long to trust another with her secret, our secret, to let someone get to know her as her. Her beloved Apple is also a member here and he is now mourning the loss. We all are mourning the loss. However, as she made the walk and opened the door, i saw, well we all saw a change. Many years of being binded by the horrors and hatred peeled away. She got brighter and lighter and smiled for the first time in years. I mean truly smiled. Her beautiful green eyes sparkled in the bright light and as she looked back I knew that this was the only option for Riley. We were wrong to try and repair her for our own selfish reasons. We are truley sorry to her. The others are now preparing to make the journey into the light and I will miss every one, but this is their choice and I stand behind them. Never again will i try to stop what in gods hands. Go in peace Ms Riley Ann and we will all see you again some day.
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