Multiple Personalities Support Group

Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...

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I have only been recently talking about this, all my life I have had lapses in time, moments where I would look at my body and I would be bloody and broken, I would have marks on my arms from syringes that I didn't make. Sometimes I would just sit down and play ,and laugh, even in the most serious of situations. I have been diagnosed with DID and I have only been aware of two alters, where I call myself Alie and Foren. I have always thought of myself differently named when I am like that, when I want to stab and murder and abuse everyone just like they did me-- when I want to sit down and read a children's book and have someone wrap their arms around me. I haven't had a lapse in consciousness in quite a while though, about a month.
starfish
starfish
Welcome to Daily Strength MPD community!!!

I have had memories and feelings like that, too.

You are not alone.
deleted_user
deleted_user
You are not in this alone. Many of us have been through similar things. I am learning how to work with my alters so they do not act out in a way that will harm me. When I am negligent and do not give them the time they need to express themselves that is when mine act out. I am getting better at being more in tune with their needs but I have a long way to go. If you need any support I am here for you.

Karin @ crew
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