Multiple Personalities Support Group
Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...
I have only been recently talking about this, all my life I have had lapses in time, moments where I would look at my body and I would be bloody and broken, I would have marks on my arms from syringes that I didn't make. Sometimes I would just sit down and play ,and laugh, even in the most serious of situations. I have been diagnosed with DID and I have only been aware of two alters, where I call myself Alie and Foren. I have always thought of myself differently named when I am like that, when I want to stab and murder and abuse everyone just like they did me-- when I want to sit down and read a children's book and have someone wrap their arms around me. I haven't had a lapse in consciousness in quite a while though, about a month.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
I have had memories and feelings like that, too.
You are not alone.
Karin @ crew