ok, so here is a problem I can't seem to get past. One of my alt's was into visiting unsavory sites on the computer and was the sexual partner to the husband. She told him about her habits and then he got into it. When "I" discovered this about him I flipped out. Knowing I/we was partly to blame because of making it seem like it was ok, I tried to be fair and just move on, but I can't. I feel betrayed, lied to, hurt. I think the alt that did this is the one whose job it is to trick people into showing the worst of their own personalities so that the rest of me can stay away from them and stay safe. Great. I'm married to the guy. Yet, how can I rightly be mad since I have done the same thing? How do I get past this without wrecking what has been a good marriage until this F**g DID came up?
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