is it wrong that i identify with dexter so much? he describes how i feel a lot, except i feel more than him. i do have a heart, but so does he i think. but the uncomfortablness and the otherness and the hidden dark side and the if they only knew the real me. and its easier for me to deal with unalive things then real life things. i dont mean i like dead things, just un alive things, like art, its so much easier to control, and be at ease if im not having to worry constantly how my face looks. like if im wearing the right mask or not. or what to say when someone cries, or if they really even want me there or not. the art and pen dont care, and i dont have to care, or pretend i care. its so relaxing and easy. any onwe else feel this way? joe?
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