Am feeling desperate. Have a call into my shrink. Even though i saw her this morning I'm feeling worse and worse. I think I need the hospital or respite place. I have to get away from here, away from the family that loves me (I don't deserve it) away from my husband (I certainly don't deserve him) and away fro anyone who cares about me. I am in a very dark and lonely place and I don't know how to grab hold and get out. Where are the hands, where are my angels all I see is black and despair. Al I feel is pain and shame. I can't help here anymore, I can't even cook dinner. I need to get away. I need to go away. SOmeone please help me.
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