help i am so confused about getting a new pdoc - the new guy that trying to over dissect why i want to leave my normal pdoc has my head spinning in the mean time i have no support and dont know whether to sit down and cry or just crawl under the covers and wait for it to pass or just take sleepign tablets so i dont think about it - my gut feeling tells me something isnt right with the new dr although i have seen him b4 - its all so screwed up spent almost 4 days in hell this wk than got on a positive side of things now i miss my normal pdoc whom is on holidays afraid to go to appt with new pdoc next week incase my head gets to screwed up again and in the meantime i have no support - i have even hit such bad lows i have thought about self harm which i havent done for over 1.5 yrs and believe me it was a rough yr and a half that i survived somehow - i dont know what to do my head is so screwed normally i could call my normal dr at a time like this but not sure about the new guy and even if i called whould he fuck with my head a bit more ... no where to turn and have no idea .... keep changing my mind and confusing myself .... i really dont like where i am right now ... thanks for reading.
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