Hi everyone, well it has finally happened, I almost flipped at work the other day. Im not sure what triggered it but I was way out there. It was surreal, nothing really extraordinary had happened, just the usual goof off from the other shift that I had to fix but I was so angry I actually acted out. Not seriously but enough that it was quite shocking to another staff. Then I had a horrible headache, Id had one on and off for two days and couldnt seem to shake it. Ive been physically ill with a dental abscess but Im not sure that was the only factor. In retrospect I feel as if I was behaving like a slide show as if my behavior and emotions were a PowerPoint presentation that were connected but didnt flow. I dont know if that makes sense I cant adequately describe it. At any rate, the reason Im rambling on here is because Im still not sure what the hell happened and if it is yet another indication of DID. Yeah, Im still trying to decide if its a valid dx for me. I know I should speak with the therapist about it but I never think of it during a session. Im fried, work has been extremely draining lately and everyones about done in. Thanks for listening, I hope youre all well.
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