Hi Everyone I hope i can get some help or some good advice. Monday night probably was the worst anxiety attack i have evr had it lasted all night i was shaking and my heart felt like I was running in a race all night. I could not sleep at all and no pill would take it away we were scared. We just wanted to die...make it go away forever. My husband needless to say was no help at all, and if it were him I would of taken him to the hospital. We hate hospitals and dont want to go we would rather sleep with the Angels, but I guess the Angels dont want us yet. So yesterday I was exhausted and still had some racing but nothing like the night before, I could barely function so I did not get to the computer till this morning i am still tired, I am sure my others are helping me it seems that is all the help I am going to get. I wonder why this happens to me it must be stress I have a lot bottled up but no help to get rid of it. I feel that having MP/DID will kill me eventually does anyone else feel this way???
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