CALL MY NAME I TRY SO HARD TO FIND MY INNER CORE.BUT I DONT KNOW WHO I AM ANY MORE.MY SOUL IS TRAPPED INSIDE,LIKE IM IN A CELL.CALL MY NAME RELEASE ME FROM MY HELL,I HAVE SO MUCH PAIN TO ME MY LIFE IS LOST IN SHAME,EVERYDAY I TRY AND TRY BUT EVERYDAY I WANT TO DIE THE END IS NEAR THE OTHERS FEEL MY FEAR,ROSIE SAYS BE STRONG SHELL HELP ME ALONG THE BABY JUST WANTS TO PLAY SHE NEVER HAS ENYTHING TO SAY,CARRIE,SHES PRETTY SLY SHE WANTS US ALL TO DIE I THINK SHES JUST SCARD NO ONE EVER REALY CARED,ROSIE,TELLS HER TO STAY CALM,BUT CARRIES LIKE A TICKING BOMB.DO YOU SEE WHY I FEEL LOST.IF I CAN GET BETTER.I WOULD DO IT AT WHAT EVER COAST..............CRISSY
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