okay so living with a dissociative disorder stinks but i've been physically healthy most of my life - little blips, like pancreatitis from my gallbladder - yank it out and viola! all better! but this time i'm really really sick, about as sick as i was with the pancreatitis, only they can't yank anything out. i won't go into details for the squeamish but it's my lower gut, it's got an infection. i feel like i'm dying, my roommate says i'm as white as a sheet. i've been to the doc, to the er and now am home for the past two days, taking meds praying to a god i don't believe in that i won't puke. i want to curl up like a dry leaf and blow away. end of rant.
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