My ex left me a year ago, after almost 4 years! In june a year ago, she is telling me she once to spend the rest of her life with me! Ayear ago in August her blood work came back even higher, and we found out she did have MM! She left me that Oct. still to this day don't know why! I'm compleletly blocked from her life in all ways. Since last Oct she meant someone new ayear ago in Feb. Not only did I have to deal with the pain of her leaving , but also was left to deal with her cancer, which I felt was cruel! I don't know how her health is, I think she maybe in stage two, and I'm having ahard time dealing with it! I'm scared, I still care about her, and pray for her daily! Some people think that she doesn't really have MM, is there anything eles that it could be that has the same symptoms! Could use a friend and some comforting advice!
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