My mom, the light of my life, left this world April 2008. I felt a pain I never knew I could feel. She was taken by cancer and left me with so many questions. Could I have done something different that would have saved her? They say God has a plan for all of us only in my time of grief, I could not see it. I couldn't understand why she was taken from me. She was the one person I could depend on and without her I feel lost and alone. I start to wonder if I could ever laugh again. I see other daughters with their mothers and tears fill my eyes. WHy her God? Why must you take her? I need to see her smile, hear her laugh, smell her perfume, kiss her face. The pain will never go away, this hole in my heart can never be filled. I can only hope to find the light in my life again.
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