Just when you thought life couldn't get any worse something else happens. Life just continues to throw things at me that I have to deal with without my mum. Just spent a week and a half in a rehab hospital because my idiot doctor wanted x-rays done on my hip and he thought they may have come up with another way for me to transfer. They didn't. Because there is no other way. They did x-rays of my hip and lower spine. They found the start of Osteoarthritis which was the cause of the pain. This will get worse over time and if I keep transfering the way I do. My Muscular Dystrophy isn't helping as the muscles around the hip are weak. Now nursing home is inevitable and I have no control over it anymore. All this without mum. I really need her more than ever but she isn't here. It isn't fair.
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