Well I am still at it watching all my old home videos (well not that old). I am so amazed at how many have my mom in them. I was talking to my husband about how many had my mom in them and he said he knew it had to be bittersweet for me. He was right. I was sad yet at the same time happy to be able to see and hear her in life again. I told him it is so hard to know I will never be able to see her again. He said but you will, and I told him I know that but not in this life. I still think she will walk through my door someday. God how I miss her. I don't know if I am making it worse on myself or not but I need so bad to see her and to hear her voice. I know this sounds stupid but I wish there really were such a thing as a time machine just so I could go back and hug my mom one more time. :(
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