I have moved to a new home in a new state. I feel like I left all the memories of my mom there. I feel so alone here with out her. Things she has never seen. A home she has never graced. I have always felt like something is missing since she passed, but now more than ever I feel like I have this awful distance and pain. My family is very close. I have to move to a different state alone with my husband. Navy wife. These are times she would be here to help me unpack, find the local stores and cook meals together, make cocktails, talk, laugh, clean. help me get my "new" life in order. Now I have to do it alone and think of her all day; Been here since thursday and just put her picture on my desk. It's like a knife in my heart everytime i see it. I want to have it out I want to look at it.. but it hurts to see those happy memories. I"m so stressed and with a broken heart to boot. Life isn't fair, I'm finding that out more and more everyday.
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