Mom I am so sorry for what I did.You taught me to be strong. But I am so tired of doing this alone. Monday evening I was at my lowest. I figured if I were gone people's lives would be fine without me. Instead I got a night at the funnyfarm. Nasty place. And what do I get for my troubles? A $6,000.00 bill and the bills for the ambulances and nuthouse are yet to come. I miss you mom so much. Had this of worked I would be with you right now. I wanna hear you say "oh come on sis".I want to have one of those conversations that we used to have. I know you would not be proud but ya Richard and I are or rather were. he isn't the man eiter of us remenber.I just miss you in so many is
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