My mom passed 4/19 at age 72 she had never been sick before. She was my everything and now I don't know how to make it without her. We lived together so I am surrounded w/memories and then when I am not there...I keep thinking I have to tell her something and I reach to pick up the phone to call. Then I just cry and cry. Her bday was yesterday and tomorrow moms day. Yes, I am a basketcase right now. I never thought she would be out of my life at this age. She was so active and healthy. It seems so unfair..everyday I talk to her and I keep thinking how can I go the rest of my life without her in it...I miss her voice so much. I wish you all much love and prayers to get through this heartwrenching grief.
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