My mother is still alive, but might as well be dead. When I was a child she often told me that she was so drugged when I was born that her first words were to the doctor "looks like you caught a fish." She was a unconscious mother all my life and never had the natural bonding instinct that most mothers seem to have. She still cannot love me. I have always felt like a motherless child. Any one ever had a similar experience?
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