I feel like my life is a roller coaster. I will be ok for awhile and then I get really depressed missing my mom. I don't know if I will ever get over needing her. Her anniversary was July 30 and I still haven't finished getting rid of her stuff. I have no motivation to do so. I did get rid of alot of things but I still need to finish and I can't. Did or does anyone still have that problem?
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