The past few weeks have been really hard. I hadn't worked, got an assignment that was supposed to last a long while then they ended it yesterday. I had a date with a man who seemed sweet and endd up being a pig. I am low on money. Here's the question to all: do you ever feel like your going backward in your grief? I cried over my mom alot today, like she had just died, and its been over a year. I know grief has regressions; just looking for comfort that this happens to others.
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