My mom paased away when I was 9 years. old. Now I have a 9 year old daughter. I also have 4 other kids. I suffer from depression and I miss my mom a lot. I feel like this is when I really need her. I see freinds who still have their moms around. They have somebody to call. I wish she were here to help through this; to tell me it will be ok; that I will get through this. I remember so little of her. Sometimes I pray I could have a dream with her in it, but that has yet to happen. As I get older I feel angry that she died so suddenly and left me. Sometimes I feel completely alone and helpless. If I could have just one hug from her or just feel her presence.
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