I was going through all my tapes from my camcorder this morning just to try to get a glimse of my mom. Did I ever come across a treasure! I had forgotten about the tape we made when my mom and step dad renewed their vows last year. I watched about half of it that was all I could get through because I was crying so hard I could hardly breathe. She was so beautiful that day. And I can't believe I had forgotten about the tape. She wore the exact same outfit on that day as the day we buried her. I wanted her to be buried in that dress and tiara because she was so beautiful. Now I have to convince my husband to buy me a recorder so I can convert my tapes to dvds so I can watch them whenever I want. There were several others of Christmas time and our beach trip also. My heart is aching but at the same time I am so happy that I found these.
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