So it's been only 9 months since my mom died after an extremely hard 2 year battle with cancer. Only 9 months. Now tonight, my dad tells us that he has cancer. It's prostate cancer, which I've heard that it's easier than some of the others. But how is any of this easy? I guess the term "easy" is all relative. We still haven't gotten over watching mom suffer and suffer endlessly, I still can't get the image out of my head of her last months. My dad hates doctors now (even more than he used to!). He told us after mom died that he wasn't ever going to go through that. I don't think we can do this again. How are we supposed to do this again? I have two teenage sisters at home, one of whom is leaving for college in three weeks. I have one brother in college and my other brother is off galavanting around eastern asian countries and not planning on returning till next summer. I am in the middle of a two year long divorce drama and I have a 5 year old ADHD son. I know "they" say God only sends you what you can handle. But I don't think I can handle anymore. I just don't understand.
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