I've always had very vivid dreams, I inherrited it from my mom. But lately the dreams are so painful that I find myself staying up later and later so that I am so exhausted by the end of the night that I sleep without dreaming. Mostly these dreams are about my mother. She's usually sick or dieing or lying lifeless in a bed. Sometimes I dream about my father. The other night I dreamnt that he was diagnosed with cancer and decided he wasn't going to treat it. He wanted to be with my mom. That was a tough one, it frightened me because it seemed like something that could actually happen. When I told him about it he shrugged it off and said it would never happen, that he wouldn't just give up on life that easily. I can't take sleeping pills, my doctor suggested some tylonel p.m. But my problem isn't getting to sleep, as long as I stay up late enough I could usually pass right out. My problem is were I go while I'm sleeping. I can't imagine that there is a cure for bad dreams, but sometimes they are so bad that I just wake up feeling terible and remain feeling terrible all day long.
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