Hello, my name is Aimee. I am 27 years old. I lost my Mom on April 19, 2007. The one year anniv is just in a few days. I have been crying like crazy for the last couple of days. Every thing I see I think of her. She was my best friend and I lost her. I know that god has a plan for us all but why did he have to take her when I needed her so much. She had been sick with liver problems for about 3 years before she went into a coma and my dad and gram took her off life support. The day before she passed i had signed my divorce papers and I needed my mom to hold me and tell me that I was going to be ok. I miss her so much. And I get so angry at my family because they all seem like they have moved on and I cant I still dont want to let her go. I guess i am not angry at them I am angry with me. I dream of her everynight, some are good and some wake me up because they are horrible. I just want to know if it ever gets eaiser? Getting over my divorce was not this hard. I just miss her!
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