my mom left me on 2/29/08 @9:50 pm and i am just devastated. i am having a hard time coping, living, i have lost all interest in everything, in fact i just dont want to be here. you see the last 4 years of my life i have taken care of her, i was with her all day and spent every 3rd night, mom had copd,emphyzema,atreial fibrulation,macular degeneration. i was with mom when she fell on 7/18 and broke her hip, she had been told time after time cause she was so weak not to get up on her own, well she did, and i feel at fault because she was with me, i had just left the room and bam.she made it through surgery and then 2 hours in recovery she crashed. they put her own life support and she was able to get off on 7/22 but she could not talk and then she did but was very confused, she was in ccu for a week. please help me through this
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