I want to write these dreams down as I have them so they are documented for myself. I want to remember everything I experence in my dreams when my Mom is there. Two nights ago I drempt that she and and her three sisters were in a jewlery store. We sat around a table laughing and trying on rings. My aunt was going to purchase one. My husband was there with me. My Mom looked just as I remembered. She is so pretty, and happy. I miss her so very much. She would give me a ring every year for my birthday. She started this when I was thirteen. The other day I went through my jewelry box and put them all in a row. I am wondering if the dream had something to do with this. I will miss the look on her face every birthday from now on, wishing she could give me another ring. They meant more to her than anything. It was the value of them, it was a symbol. For my mother, my birthday was a day for her to celebrate me, her first born and only daughter. She always told me how much that day meant to her, and how much I meant to her. Mom never fell short of showing love to me and my family. When down her house for the first time I found the bracelet she wore in the hospital when I was born. She kept it thirty years, put it in a box with my baby things. I never knew she had this, she never showed me or told me. It makes me wonder did she hope one day I would find it when I needed it most. My real first birthday, with her 30 years ago. God she loves me so much. I love her more maybe. Life with out her is impossible. I will post this to share this little story about a dream, rings, my birthday, and what it always meant to my mom. I hope she can feel me, my heart. My love her grows even though she is not here. As does the pain of missing her so very very much.
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