This will be my first Mother's Day, my Son was born November 2007, but it's also my first without my Mom. I'm torn on how I should be feeling. It should be exciting because it's my first, but my heart aches for my Mom and I can't believe she won't be here (she passed away from a blood clot to the heart when I was 12 weeks pregnant). I almost dread the day. I know we will be spending the day with my Husband's family, which I love dearly, but a part of me just wants to go to the cemetary and hide out at home.
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