Hello everyone, just wanted to check in today it's been a while anyway wanted to write down how I'm feeling. Thurs this week would of been my mums 60th so I've decided to have tatto night in my salon of which I'm having a tattoo for my mum. Have thought about it for a year and with it being a significate year decided the time was right, now I've booked it am feeling a bit scared and very emotional about it. It's nearly three years since mum died and I still feel overwhelmed by it and sometimes can't really except it has happened still seems so awfull. Have'nt seen my dad still since he moved his girlfriend in, in January which is really hard to bare I miss having no parents. I think the damage it has done to me not seeing him knowing it's his choice is unrepairable. Just need to concentrate on my own family now which is what I have been doing but it very hard knowing the person that has always loved and supported you is no longer there. Sorry to go on just wanted to write it down. Thanks x
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