I lost my mom in July this year and her birthday is almost here. I always got her a dozen yellow roses, it was her favorite. But I have no idea what to do now. God I just miss her so bad. I havent been able to go to her house yet and I havent ben to the graveyard yet. I don't know if I can do it. But I feel guilty because I haven't. When I try to go to her house I can't breath and then I have to turnaround and come back home.
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